That moment in life you realize you found yourself but lost yourself once again just to go searching for your truth again. Like a puzzle forever lost with all the answers but not knowing what question to ask. Always daydreaming for a better life or those wants you never can have, just like a dream. We are slowly crumbling to pieces with no glue to put us back together. Fire sets us ablaze to light our worlds up to only turn us to ashes. We will one day be set free from reality and be released into a world  we never thought existed because that is what we knew.

“I live in a world of fantasy, so keep your reality away from me. I see what i want, I want what i see, and that is all okay by me.”

-Itzah C. Kret

“We live alone. We die alone. Everything else is just an illusion.”

-Freddie Highmore

My heart beats with darkness inside.

Arising each day as i stay alive.

Feeling no pain, but yet filled with anger.

An undying love of no evolution.

Being as oneself only inside.

To be ones secret desire.

Having no fear, except for myself.

Like a bomb i wait ready to go off.

Into the wandering world i will play.

Looking for the unknown of the world that transpires.

Never finding myself or the answers i desire.

Only to return on a dark windy day.

To murder the world of all its light.

We always have our eyes open, but do we truly see.

The truth behind those hurtful eyes.

All the pain we see in each others hearts.

Never truly able to help one another.

Our hearts broken waiting to be filled.

While we wait in pain darkness enters.

Seeping through anyway it can.

Poisoning our stone hearts.

Filling our minds with tainted thoughts.

We all have darkness, but is it held back or released?

yes it really is ^_^ and that is kinda cool XD lolz

As we walk through the night like a ghost.

Wandering, looking for that one place to belong.

Pushed out by those who despise us.

Fighting the best we can.

Like something to be alive for.

For that one breath of life.

To finally feel, than be an empty shell.

Or even a lifeless doll.

Just to understand again.

Do all the possibilities.

Never to remain a puppet.

To be the puppeteer.

So no longer our strings can be pulled.

Complete freedom.

O_o Only when your eyes are open can you truly see. o_O

“In youth we learn; in age we understand.”

-Marie von Ebner-Eschenbach

I’ve noticed how as a young girl i never really understood much, but as i got older i began to understand. To understand the whole truth about things i never understood. Now as each day passes i learn more and more from myself understanding and others putting the pieces in place without even knowing.

Bitter words, but yet so sweet.

From broken and shattered hearts.

Pain created from tainted love.

Filling with more anger.

More darkness arising.

Those poor frustrated souls.

Crying out for a sign.

They plead for answers.

People hoping they will return with what they seek.

Becoming themselves once again.

Finally set free.

Your life is like a paper and pencil.

You have the choice to pick the pencil up and write and write your story.

I wish i had the strength to say it to you..even if your not there or just sleeping….

Never, never be afraid to do what’s right, especially if the well-being of a person or animal is at stake. Society’s punishments are small compared to the wounds we inflict on our soul when we look the other way.

—-Martin Luther King, Jr.

So why is it we always hide the truth.

Never telling what we should.

Only just enough to stay safe.

To keep a distance.

Waiting for it to unravel on its own.

Whispering secrets.

Silencing those so they don’t speak.

Continuing to spread nothing but death.